Why I Care About Your Shoes

by Brittany on July 9, 2013

in Chubby Girl

I was recently dining with friends, when one of them told me that the work I was doing was just enabling people to be fat. I was a “fat enabler.”

You know, because if we give them clothes to wear and self esteem, we’re basically just encouraging them…. like really fat feral cats.

Clearly this gem of a friend hasn’t been paying attention at all.

You see, the plus size movement is often simplified down into two sects. The body lovers and the fat activists. For the record, both of them are dope as fuck, but I reside somewhere in the middle of those two places. I’m going to like you regardless of your weight, unless you’re a dick, completely unrelated to your body size.

If you’re losing weight? Awesome. If you aren’t losing weight? Awesome. I’m gonna go ahead and judge you as a person the same exact way.

I’m not saying I don’t see obesity. I feel like saying that is akin to the people who make grand statements about “not seeing color.” Seeing color doesn’t mean you’re a racist. It means your eyes work, but that you are hopefully able to see color not for a discrepancy in normal, but as a beautiful component of diversity.

That’s how I see bodies. They are diverse. We can’t all be Gisele Bundchen, but good heavens can you imagine if more of you were? Think of all the XXLs that would be left behind for me at Target!

The only thing I have any interest in enabling is for women to stop hating themselves. I don’t care what weight they are doing it from. I work in the “now.” And, because I don’t have my degree in Chubby Girl Feel Good Studies, I’m basically making it up along the way.

Which I feel okay about, because really, what are our other options?

Trolling people online? Bullying them in high school? Shaming them in public? How’s that working out? Not so hot, huh? I know. Bummer. I’m not trying to make anyone feel like less of a special snowflake here, but chances are, if you are calling somebody fat, you’re probably not the first one to tell that person that. My guess is, it’s been browbeaten into them the majority of their lives by several people before you. Now, I’m not sure what the clinical trial time frame on shitty social experiments is, but we’ve been trying this tactic out for-sayyyy-EVER, and it has a zero percent success rate. Unless we’re measuring success rates in suicides and eating disorders, then the numbers are slightly more impressive.

Also, this whole making assumptions about people’s health based on their weight thing people do in the comments sections of blogs or news sites or, heaven forbid, out loud? Equally ineffective. Unless I’m shifting around uncomfortably on a paper covered table in your house, you don’t get to make wild accusations about my health. You’re playing doctor to an entire population of people you don’t know, and you’re not a real doctor. You’re that douche bag from Spring Break in Cancun with a t shirt on that said “Part Time Gynecologist” that nobody liked because they assumed he was a rapist.

And while I can’t begin to speculate why someone else’s weight is of direct concern to another’s personal happiness (because really, we should be seeking fulfillment in hobbies and interests outside of playing Guess The BMI of Strangers), if the end goal here is to inspire change, we fucking suck at it. Like, hard.

We need to decide to treat everyone we meet with respect without some contingency of courtesy based on weight or looks. When you treat someone with kindness and esteem, it models for them how they should be treating themselves.

*adjusts hippie headband*

Here, let’s try a metaphor.

Loving your body is like having a new pair of shoes. You love them. They cost a fortune, and you feel amazing in them. The last thing you are going to do is step in a puddle, you care about them too much, ya know. You keep them shiny, you wear them in public every chance you get, and you treat them with kid gloves.

But, what about the people who don’t have new shoes, yet. They’re walking around in uncomfortable, unflattering pairs of Napoleon Dynamite velcro boots. They spend their entire day hating them, so accidentally stepping into a mud puddle and getting them even dirtier is the least of their concerns.

If I spend my days showing women that they’re a new pair of shoes, they start seeing it and believing it, and as an unintentional result, they avoid more of those unhealthy mud puddles.

You see, I’m not a fat enabler.

I’m a “new shoe” hoarder.

New Shoes

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Jennifer July 20, 2013 at 11:47 pm

I think I kinda love you for this

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Michele ~ la Smoocherina July 23, 2013 at 2:56 am

You freaking rock! If you only knew. I got into it with a friend in Goodreads over this book, On the Plus Side. My friend insisted that no hot uy would ever want a fat, uly chick. For the record, the girl is beautiful and a size 20. The hero has an instant attraction to her. Everything in his life was hard, from the time his mom left when he was 13 until now. She was a safe harbor with a wonderful heart and no bitterness. He came to revel in her “realness”. This wasn’t a stretch for me. Anyway, I enjoyed the book. Here the link to my review if you want the skinny. (pun intended) I would say fatty, but that’s in the Mary Jane Genre. ;)

http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/649565627

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Hilary July 28, 2013 at 11:43 pm

Don’t know if you’ll ever read this, but you rock. I was thinking about this today in church of all places. I’m not going to get all preachy here but I thought, “You know, if I really buy all of this God-loves-you-the-way-you-are-because-he-made-you stuff, then why am I beating myself up all the time for the 20 some pounds I’m still carrying after my second baby?” Whether you believe in God or not, it shouldn’t be just about acceptance. It’s about self-love. I mean, real love for who you are. I don’t like the idea that people should learn to accept themselves. As if you should suck it up and get over the fact that you’re not perfect. Accept it. I call BS. LOVE IT! Can you imagine what would happen if people stopped “accepting” themselves and really started appreciating their unique design? I am so glad you included your metaphor on the shoes – it talks about not just accepting or liking the shoes, but really loving them. Keep it real, girl!!

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Megan August 1, 2013 at 10:26 pm

Love everything about this post!!!

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Jennifer August 8, 2013 at 2:00 pm

Thank you. Just . . . thank you.

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